1. |
December
02:50
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The winter now is bittersweet
'cause I can remember
walking in the snow with you
in the middle of December
We were both sixteen
and we were in love together
I had never felt so good
in the middle of December
I spent my time alone in June
'cause I'm always such a bummer
Told my friends it's 'cause it's too hot
here in the summer
I was feeling dead inside
when you were buried under-
ground in January
Couldn't wait for December
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2. |
Should Have
04:15
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When I woke up on your floor
the sun was shining on me
And I was so hungover
oh my god I felt like dying
And I could hear you in your bedroom
I could hear you crying
Your dad had called just to remind you
what a disappointment you were
And I pretended I was sleeping
when you walked out of your room
Your face was still so wet
and I just didn’t know what to do
But then you walked right over to me
And you sat down by my feet
You laughed and through a fucked up smile
said “Get up, bitch, you’re not fooling anybody!”
I could have killed him
I would have killed him
I should have killed him right then and there
The plan was perfect we would hit the town
with all of our best friends
Our favorite club our favorite band
these are the nights that never end
But when we walked into the show
he set his electric eye on you
That moment captured now
forever as a tool for his own use
But when you caught on to his presence
you were bold and you were strong
You made a move that night
that turned you into a permanent icon
stepping all over his excuses
making sure that he was seen
And he was shaking when you screamed
“Delete the pictures bitch you’re not fooling anybody!”
I could have killed him
I would have killed him
I should have killed him right then and there
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3. |
Decline
04:19
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I know I sound like a broken record
Just give me a minute
I can come up with something better
Just give me some time
Day after day I decline
Mental illness is ruining my life
You keep asking
I keep saying I'm fine
but we both know that is a lie
I've been waiting on something better
Keep waiting for better weather
but I know that when it gets here
it'll still be all wrong.
Day after day I decline
Mental illness is ruining my life
You keep asking
I keep saying I'm fine
but we both know that is a lie
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4. |
Manic
03:07
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Running running running
running running running
right out of my head
Sick and tired
bored and scared
and always fucking feeling like shit
I love my friends I hate myself
I wanna wanna wanna be dead
I'm not saying anything you haven't heard before
it's all been said.
I don't wanna be me anymore.
I don't wanna know anyone.
In my dreams
I'm drifting down the highway
and I'm all by myself
My stomach feels like flying
feels like lurching
feels like jumping out my throat
The twilight zone is my dream home
I never wanna see anyone else
There’s no one here to fuck with me
there’s no one here to fuck my mental health
I don't wanna be me anymore
I don't wanna know anyone
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5. |
Child's Heart
02:33
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My best friend got a new best friend
I've got a jealous heart
I've got a jealous heart yeah
My best friend got a new best friend
They hang out every day
They never hang with me
Everything is bad
Waking up is hard
Going out is scary
I've got a child's heart
My mom got a new boyfriend
I've got a lonely heart
I've got a lonely heart yeah
My mom got a new boyfriend
She never hangs with me
She never wants to watch TV
Everything is bad
Waking up is hard
Going out is scary
I've got a child's heart
(temper tantrum)
Everything is bad
Waking up is hard
Going out is scary
I've got a child's heart
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6. |
Summer Sucks
03:30
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I’m so tired
Summer's done
Can’t keep living this way
I'm so tired
Summer sucks
Can't keep living this way
We’ve been burning up the days
and staying out till 2am
Just hanging out and acting up
not thinking of the consequences
Morning are all wasted 'cause were
sleeping in 'till 4pm
and only getting out of bed to
do it all over again
I’m so tired
Summer's done
Can’t keep living this way
I'm so tired
Summer sucks
Can't keep living this way
You told me that we could pretend
summers never over
but we’re stretching ourselves thin
and burning candles at both ends
and now we’re drinking ourselves stupid
and we’re smoking all our brain cells out
and I don’t even know myself
but isn’t this what life’s about?
I’m so tired
Summer's done
Can’t keep living this way
I'm so tired
Summer sucks
Can't keep living this way
Now we’re catching charges
in the parking lot of my apartments
I'm running out of money
and I’m running out of my emotions
There’s gotta be another way
to live my fucking life
I’m so stoned every day
and so drunk every night
I'm so stoned every day
and so drunk every night
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